Sorry with not updating things as they occur.
AStill deeply entrenched in the learning process.
Also, am up to 18 spirits, one being directly bridged to me . (My Paniwi)
Been spending time meditating with a few items each night, most noteably, my Kundalini Activation, and my by Some Words left unspoken amulet.
You should see my bed, undfetr my pillow, I have 4 different items at all times, and then I sleep cluthing my white darkness orb in one hand, and whatever amulet I am using in the other.
Still haven't made full contact with any of my spirits yet, and I do have a spirit pendulum, among many other things (lost count somewhere after 40 items) so I am taking my time with this path. (As I keep mentioning)
But, just wanted to post something, so that if by asny chance anyone is reading this, they know I am still working on everything, and other than the audible growl I heard the week ebfore my gargoyle vessel arrived, nothing too exciting has come from anything yet.
I have finally used my Runes a few times, and only the 3 draw...but although only 3 stones, very accurate!
I also want to dive back into my tarot readings again, as that has been a while since I have done any, for others, or for myself, even.
Eventually, I may take my chances with automatic writing as well.
I do have to say, it is hard remembering I have a spirit bridged to me, when I don't have a physical vessel to hold as a reminder.
So, in THAT aspect, what I do, when wanting to meditate with my Paniwi, is I hold my white darkness orb, and that helps me remember i am connecting with a spirit.
All I have felt since having my Paniwi bridged to me, is a warmth that will spread through my body, but slowly...like something is painting me from the inside, with a brush of warmth.
Wish I could explain it better.
I am eyeing a chinese fox spirit next....
my recent additions to my famiglia, have been the gargoyle, and now a Volkh, and a Barbary lamb (aka Vegetable lamb).
I love my invisible spirit family, and would never send any back, as I am well aware that they might not show themselves to me for years even...
but I am confident, that with time, patience, and more meditation, I will start to communicate with them at some point in time.hopefully sooner, rather than later
