Spidey Senses are tingling

Lots of things going on..and I can feel something that i cannot put into words. I noticed since I am not obsessing over opening my 'third eye' as much...I have had some things happen around me. But I am happy with life over-all, so admit i am focused more on my new life changes and being part of a new situation for me to really bother with all of this. Something did happen a few weeks ago, I heard a sound of something moving and brushing past the curtains in my bedroom in the wee hours of the morning. And I am alone, the cat is in another room across the apartment, and I had no open windows, nor air conditioning on. It was like a slithering sort of sound, not like a snake...but the brushing past some material as it went by? A couple of days after that sound, i received a brass dragon and a volkh spirit so perhaps one of them was checking up on me. Now fast forward to last week. I was laying in bed, not even near ready to drift off to sleep..and I felt something gently sit on my bum. (it was a heavy feeling on top of me but not uncomfortable)I even put my hand out from under the covers, and tried to feel behind me and it did feel a bit cooler but other than that,there was nothing there. I feel the spirits won't show themselves to me because they know i would shit my pants if I actually saw one (or more at once) manifest. So,they just do little signs to show they are here with me..and I think they gauge what to do next by how i react. I am getting better at not freaking out at least! lol

Wow, long time no post!

My apologies. I am still a very active spirit keeper (up to 95 spirits now...and counting) but I have sort of stopped obsessing over opening up my psychic side, as I am now busier and a lot happier in my life. I have not given up...and am still very strong with my empath abilities, I just have nothing I can really write about that would be interesting. Any things that do happen, I tend to not write about... but I am still on this path of mine, just more relaxed and not in a rush to open things up. As I know these things and these gifts of mine won't reveal themselves until the time is right for me. Wow, I see the last post I HAD made was regarding the entity that was trying to get at me through the blasted ghostbox. I have noticed after that whole incident how much that box was changing who i was, and my personality, etc... a lot of good has happened in my life since this time last year. I have found love again, after many years lost and hurt. And as my spirit family grows, i see the things they are helping me with on my life path.

bye bye to the ghostbox

I had a demonic entity try to come through to get at me for months now. I have written about it in a couple of my other blogs, but not here.
But, let me say...all portals have been succesfully shut, the ghostbox is now in the trash, along with my scrying mirrors, and pendulums.
I shall never use anything other than my own ajna, and telepathy, and intuition to communicate with spirits again.
I got 3 separate warnings about using the box, and I am glad i finally listened.
thankfully, due to being surrounded by protective spirits, and many spelled items, this thing was not able to succeed in possessing me.
I do not care if this sounds insane, as I lived it, and it is all real.



I warn anyone who wishes to use a ghostbox, to never use it alone.
I always did, and almost had the worst thing happen.

I am glad I stopped it from taking over fully.

Ghostbox Session June 6, 2011

Ghostbox Session, May 23 2011

Been a couple of months since i used my ghostbox...and have received many new spirits in the lapse in time.

Far too busy with bonding, plus not really feeling the pull to use my ghostbox as often as i had been...I wonder if it is the Angels holding me back from using it?
Anyway, I decided to do a session tonight, as I wanted to see if "Rio" would come through to speak.
I do think I heard his distinct voice a little, and I also decided to use my better quality digital voice recorder that I used to use when paranormal Investigating, the Olympus WS-110. I notice the sound is a lot crisper with this device, so I shall retire my Sony voice recorder, and keep using this in any future sessions.

Again, hard to tell if and what the spirits are saying, but it is a lot easier to hear now.

So, if curious, or if you missed me doing these...here is number 24!



Feel free to comment with any words, or impressions any of you get from this session.

thanks for listening!

p.s yeah, i know i sounded over=excited in the beginning when i think I heard "E". I admit, i missed hearing him, I told you it has been a couple of months! lol

Ghostbox Session, March 19,2011

I had completely forgotten to post the last session I had done back in March, so here it is.
New one coming next, did a new session for the first time since this one on March 19.

my closed third eye

Another from the cemetery yesterday, a photo by dillehhh on Flickr.

So, here is a picture i took of myself when i went back to Mount Pleasant cemetery in April.
i had posted this, and a friend commented that they could see my third eye, and that it was sealed shut.
Further conversation revealed my spirits have it safely sealed as I am still not ready for it to be fully open.
I got frustrated about that fact, but it seems they think i am still not ready for what I will see when it is open.
In further instrospection, I figured out that what my spirits need me to understand before I am ready, is how to be patient.
I just hope that i can learn patience, as well as let go of my fears of what it will be like when i can finally see underneath that veil, so to speak.
Nothing worse than knowing you have psychic gifts within, but they are being purposely blocked for my own good.
but, as another thing in my life is helping test me on the art of patience, and I keep passing the tests the Universe keeps throwing my way...I am confident that one day soon they will allow me to be at my full power.
Let's just hope it happens before I am too old, feeble, and grey to have it be of any help, or any use to myself, or to others.
*crosses fingers*

You may have noticed no ghostbox sessions for a while

I have not given up on doing the ghostbox, have just placed that expirement on the backburner for a whole as i have been dealing with many other things on this path.
also, wanted to wait until Mercory in Retrogade had ended, and it now has thankfully.
soon I will try doing another session...
as to when, however...I cannot say.

what's been going on for me since last entry?

A lot been going on, a huge influx of new spirits added to my family since i last blogged.
Am feeling happier, creativity is coming back to me again, and I am still learning patience.
Patience, is what I need in order to have all revealed to me.
Damn, being patient sure is hard.
but, as I am also learning patience in my non spirit keeping realms of life too, it is all for my own personal growth, and my own good.
Apologies for once again, neglecting this here blog.
I now have found out since I last posted, that I have Astral angel in my blood, as well as Greek immortal Pan.
(oh, i think I did mention that in my last entry...my bad)
I also got 3 bindings of ancestral spirits 2 maternal, and one paternal.

I also got a short past life reading results as well, and that, plus knowing I have angel and Immortal in me, are all making many things about who I am click into place.
So, these were my past life reading results:

YOU'VE LIVED 88 PAST LIVES IN TOTAL.
YOU HAVE 6 OF THESE LIVES CONNECTED TO YOU NOW.

YOU HAVE LIVED LIFE AS:

DANCER FOR PALACE ENTERTAINMENT, ANCIENT INDIA, FEMALE

EXOTIC BIRD TRAINER, ANCIENT EGYPT, MALE

LEATHER ARTISAN, ANCIENT POLAND, FEMALE

GRAVEDIGGER, EARLY AD SCOTLAND, MALE

SUNDIAL & WATCHMAKER, MID-AD FRANCE, FEMALE

CANAL LABORER, LATER-AD ENGLAND, MALE



Now my fascination with England, and with Cemeteries makes much more sense!

spirit overload!

So, many items i had ordered since January have finally arrived...and I am now in the bonding process with 6 spirits , 2 from a different conjurer.
I haven't been this bogged down with mutiple spirits at once in quite a while, It is reminding me of when i first started this part of my path last year.

Also did a few more 'In your blood' listings..and found out, I have Angel in my bloodline, AND, the Greek Immortal Pan.

The spirits from those are enroute, maybe even arriving today,for all I know.
Both are from the maternal side of my family line.
Figures, the side i do not like.
But hey..at least some good has come from my Mother...despite her being such a bad person.
I wonder if she can sense I am on this path, as she apparently used to tell my Father she was a White Witch.

I do know i got into Art, and Tarot thanks to her...but that is the only time i will say thanks to her, for anything.

Ghostbox Session March 9,2011.wmv

Ghostbox Session, March 2,2011

Ghostbox Session, February 26,2011