Saturday, April 17, 2010

had a meetup today,with metaphysical group

It was to listen to a medium/spiritualist ttalk, and then if we had time, he would see if there were any messages he picked up for us from the other side.
We all got a turn, and with me, he said i have a female presence around me, who was a family member, but they wouldn't say who...and it was a woman who was known for her constant worrying,and her message for me was to not allow worry to control my life and to not feel bad for looking out for myself,as i tend to worry more about others,and put myself last.
(that was about the gist of it...i suck at remembering things verbartim)

anyway, so now i am wondering, if it is my Baba who is always around?
Cause since she passed 7 years ago, I rarely dream of her, but have dreamt of my nonno a few times since he has passed on last June.

So, maybe that nis why...he visits, in dreams, but she is always watching over me, so no need to make a dreamly cameo?

Sooo confusing, all of this...but also, so energizing.
I feel alive again, and craving to learn more and more, and being patient, but excited any time something else clicks into place.