Friday, February 26, 2010

so, planning on writing in this journal more

As I have ordered a few things to help me on my journey.

I have a whispering stone, and a scrying mirror coming my way.
Of course, I am excited for everything to arrive.

So much so, I had a crazy dream before waking this morning (I only remember what happened before my alarm clock woke me for the day)
I remember the snippet right before my alarm went off.

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In the dream, I was in my childhood neighbourhood, and walking by the grandparents house.

My Nonno was alive, and was loading something into his pickup truck.

I tried to sneak by their house unnoticed, as if I was in the neighbourhood, and didn’t say hello, they would be upset.



I remember he was wearing one of his red flannel shirts, with short sleeves.



Wish I could remember what he was loading into the truck, but I remember thinking how it was odd he was around, as wasn’t he dead?



Next part I remember, sitting in someone’s house, couldn’t make out the people with me, but a phone rang.

I answered it, and a woman’s voice said “Pappa is dead! My Dad has died!”



Then the alarm went off.



Weirdness.



So, as I woke up, and tried to make sense of the bits before the memories faded, I got scared….what if it means something bad is going to happen to my Dad?



And I can’t figure out if I recognized the woman’s voice on the phone.

At first I thought maybe my other grandfather was dead…then remembered, ummm, yeah…he’s been dead since I was little!



I just hope these tools I have ordered will help me to tekll the difference between what random thoughts pop into my head, and/or if they may be messages from spirits I have not been tuning into.